tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53161992011-04-21T12:54:35.039-07:00"Let me go, Let you go..."If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today...if you're not the one then why does my hand fit your's this way, iif you are not mine then why does your heart return my call, if you are not mine will i have the strength to stand at all? If i don't need you then why does this distance maim my heartalvinnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-46668569732764842962008-12-20T05:08:00.000-08:002008-12-20T05:09:18.244-08:00I'm closing this blog address. Moving on to a new one.If anyone wants it. Let me know on msnalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-32198431795506617892008-12-02T22:46:00.000-08:002008-12-02T23:06:24.799-08:00-Untitled-By alvinA year has passed,It seems I'm still the same,Wondeirng if you're doing fineIf he's treating you right.Time washes all wounds and shameI softly touch the scar that remainsMemories fill me each time i doAnd regret grips my soul enforcing its holdmaking it so hard to let goIs the price of forgivenessTruly so hard to come by?Shackled to this despair,I am a convict that smiles.My alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-27508168493309140412008-11-30T01:25:00.000-08:002008-11-30T01:36:41.845-08:00Been feeling depressed the past 4 days. I blame Hong Ling for sending me the 2 gay chou songs. On a side note, i finally got my dvd's back from qwen. Good riddence. I was rather offended by her behaviour when i went down to her place. We live quite far apart so on friday i went from school to her place having to change a couple of buses. When i arrived at 2:45, i called her telling her i was at alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-76723859703026638472008-11-26T23:42:00.000-08:002008-11-27T00:01:16.565-08:00Caught a cold recently. Probably due to the bloody air con in SIM. Havent they heard of environmental conservation? Gosh idiots. M~ one things been bugging me and cara helped get it off'ed my mind today. Qwen recently made a new msn and hadn't got me on it. Considering the remarks left by her friends on her facebook and their chide remarks against me I won't be surprised if she wants to wipe me alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-66221844343244723812008-11-17T06:54:00.000-08:002008-11-17T07:01:29.520-08:00So the wedding has ended. My darling brother got married on the 15th of november. It was really hectic but it was all smiles and things went very well. The guests enjoyed the buffet and everyone gave had a great time. As i look back i wonder on alot of things. Why didn't i take more pictures with my parents, why didn't i hug my parents and show them that they still got me living with them. I alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-76407850956601289982008-08-12T08:11:00.001-07:002008-08-12T08:11:16.681-07:00alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-47934518344025819812008-08-11T22:15:00.000-07:002008-08-11T22:26:08.960-07:00Bloggie time.Hm...school is into its 2nd week. I'm having quite alot of fun doing maths, readin and understanding economics and staying awake during banking & finance. In the course of 3 years away from studying and being in society, i realize one thing. I have to change who i am, and with this chance now I can't give up so easily. I must fight on and make sure these 3 years will show. Brother isalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-51179585974819054852008-07-31T08:18:00.000-07:002008-07-31T08:28:23.291-07:00Loneliness. The miserable plague of which I feel. The sign of emptiness that keeps me pushing and thristing for the attention of those around me. Pity..i don't have that. I think its a thing about my birth right. People born under the star don't like being alone. Always wanting people around them. But yea...people...as my friends find partners and jobs and slowly all of them drift from me, I findalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-19964422402778971652008-05-21T08:25:00.000-07:002008-05-21T08:50:26.846-07:00Months later I blog again. I'm sorry to those i promised to blog more but didn't. I'm ultra lazy (yes proven track record) but here's an update! I just came home from Weiping's wedding. A little background, WeiPing is a friend of my from back in SRJC. Together with Huili the 3 of us were in TKD and after our 3 months in SR we left together for singapore polytechnic. Over the years we didn't alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-26488863696684455292007-10-21T10:02:00.000-07:002007-10-21T10:33:45.338-07:001am on a sunday nite. Oh wait..its monday. Supposed to get up in 4 hrs for work. I slept for 3 hrs this afternoon so i guess this is why i'm so wide awake now. Life has been busy since i started work in Genesis. Things are always fast paced and busy so I hardly have time to breath let alone take a drink of water. Ash whom is my new mentor would be leaving on wednesday, to be honest i'm not sure ialvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-9026247873666871542007-10-03T08:26:00.000-07:002007-10-03T08:37:52.488-07:00I'm gonna post up my song before i blog today. So...for those who aren't interested, jsut scroll down to the post.Tile: Lets just be friends"I've never been successful in writing a song,It's not because I can't or anything.I'm just not good enough. So now,On your birthday I’ll try now. I hope you love it."Looking back on the month that's passed, I've been so silly, such a fool.I gave up chances, alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-83811639461341571102007-09-30T21:49:00.000-07:002007-09-30T21:55:36.685-07:00Wake me up when september ends. Its now october 1st. Yesterday,she told me she still loves her ex alot. That she's gonna try to be with him and change herself for the better so that he'd want her back. Surprisingly, those are the exact same things i was doing. Everything she told me, things she said and things she planned had a freaky similarity to whatever i had planned out.It was sad to know i alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-21922141545680514062007-09-29T08:48:00.000-07:002007-09-29T09:03:02.277-07:00smiling. learning to smile is a very difficult thing to do. Especially if you've tried really hard to do so. I spent the day at home today sleeping,chatting with my ex guildies and relaxing. I think the only reason i've been so...frustrated with marie and such is due to sitting at my desk for 8 hrs a day doing minimal work and when i don't work i tend to think, and i'm the sort who thinks ALOT. alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-17033390772639670812007-09-27T22:11:00.000-07:002007-09-27T22:21:37.486-07:00M...I allow myself to be too soft. To think too much into her actions and such.She's just overly friendly i suppose and being friendly with me is just how she is as and with other people too. She did make known that she wasn't looking forward to anything else between me and her. So i guess i answered my own questions. Move on alvin,move on. No point thinking, pondering and wondering on your alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-20744593473671095662007-09-27T21:37:00.000-07:002007-09-27T21:46:17.938-07:00Break time its lunch. Happy birthday to myself. Starting to get stressed up again. I might get transfered to another department called Genesis. Its a more complex place with more work and the environment is very different. Whats good about it is i'll be given the chance to shine as compared to where i am at the moment. Not sure if i should. Yet at the same time i guess i must. I officially alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-68054808912088022152007-09-26T19:02:00.000-07:002007-09-26T19:10:52.855-07:00An interesting thing just happened to me. *Me pee'ing at the urinal*Machinist: excuse me *reaches to grab a box beside me on a ledge*Me: oops sorry *starts to shift slightly while still pee'ing*-_- WTF! after he left i started to think what did he expect me to do, tell me piss to return inside me and i let him take his box?sheesh...More drama from my online life. Shit just keeps piling. I just alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-66200089028534531462007-09-26T00:45:00.000-07:002007-09-26T01:24:46.503-07:00Its been 3 days since i last entered RO. Kinda easier then i thought it would be hm~I'm still undecided waht to take! accounting or a general business degree!!! I'm supposed to call jingxi's mum but i've cold feet x_x sorry woman lol...The SIM registrations are closing soon and so i gotta hurry and decide...On another note. I've been talking to marie recently online each night. To say the least alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-73931598345174156732007-09-22T09:01:00.000-07:002007-09-22T09:27:32.490-07:0023rd september. 12midnight.Its been a torrentous month or so. I haven't updated in..3 months. Before my job began. WEll, on the 17th of july i began working for Hamilton Sunstrand. Its basically an aerospace company based in the US with production lines in singapore. I work as a planner/buyer for the procurement department. Sounds cool rite? haha. For the past month..things have been..hectic. Itsalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-84938033336079988722007-07-12T08:42:00.000-07:002007-07-12T08:59:08.448-07:00Sleepless nights...don't you guys have it? I've been having it lately. My thought probes are really at it. Everynight be4 i sleep these days i think...i reflect on the past and my flaws and faults. It eats me. Whats on my mind...quite abit really. One thing is my in ability to control my emotions. That really fucks me up big time. Hm~ oh yes my current life. Lets update abit...got home from perthalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-23433580980384413022007-05-29T22:10:00.000-07:002007-05-29T22:11:59.431-07:00http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7uXvqfQvNIwooohooo!alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-2533852068573093172007-05-25T22:20:00.000-07:002007-05-25T22:55:10.448-07:002 months its been since my last update. How are you my friends who still follow my blog. Before i embarked on my tekong trip i promised to be strong, to be a new alvin. During this course of time much has happened. I've managed to sooth my senses and took a relaxing break from my hectic life at base camp. Although i've been pulled out of most trianing due to my health condition I've made some alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-53258416477199110302007-05-05T22:14:00.000-07:002007-05-05T22:16:22.437-07:00ORIGINAL LYRICS: LUNA SEAI For YouYou told meThat you couldn't love anybodyI finally realised what you meantWhen I saw that you were afraid of everybodyHow ironic is itIf us two metonly to get hurt?With all my heartI have to tell you thisAll I want to see is the real YOUYou still don't smile very wellBecause even now,you still wear sadness around youIf the only reasonI was bornwas so I could meetalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-64459747430108727542007-04-15T06:35:00.000-07:002007-04-15T06:44:19.345-07:0015th April...heading to tekong tomorrow. Been almost 2 yrs since i've gone in and now its like heading to the beginning all over again. Beginning...i began when i was with her, now i begin again without her. Maybe its gods way of telling me something, i've nvr been religious since my sec 4 days, never a believer yet i respect him to a deep degree. Call it premonitions or call it silliness, i alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-35546760195849855682007-04-10T19:19:00.000-07:002007-04-10T19:26:37.188-07:00just a song i've been listening to courtesy of jay chou.net天空灰得像哭过tian kong hui de xiang ku guoThe sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried离开你以后li kai ni yi houAfter leaving you並沒有更自由bing mei you gen zi you(I) did not regain more freedom酸酸的空氣suan suan de kong qi(From) the air嗅出我们的距离xiu chu wo men de ju li(I) smelt our distance一幕锥心的结局yi mu zui xin de jie juA heart breaking ending 像呼吸般无法停息alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-61338862869682639542007-04-09T03:33:00.001-07:002007-04-09T03:52:06.860-07:00Blogging...some people take it as a means of escape, others find comfort in entering their diaries online. For me..i've returned once more to go on another sad tale. Its been almost 2 yrs since i met her. The girl with the sprakle and charm which still enthralls me till date. The woman who changed my views and prospects on how emotions should be like. The woman who makes me frown at her actions alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1150986880772129762006-06-22T07:22:00.000-07:002006-06-22T07:34:40.786-07:00hm...blogging now with thoughts on my mind but kinda lazy to type it all out. I've got a song in my head now fromThe Wonders. I fell in love with this song many years ago and till nw it still holds a special place in my heart.Every night I pray I'll have you here someday I'll count the stars tonight And hope with all my might And when I close my alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1150284407900774222006-06-14T04:21:00.000-07:002006-06-14T04:26:47.910-07:00boo. I'm blogging haha surprised? everyone probably thought I wouldn't and might disappear another year but no I haven't. Karen says i should get a tagboard but i don't know where to find a stable one hm~ might go twinker with afew and see how it goes.Just yesterday a lady I know says I'm rather childish and i believe like a 1988 child. gezz...talk about being complimented. lol. Childish...alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1149906332700748852006-06-09T19:17:00.000-07:002006-06-09T19:25:32.713-07:00Blogging agani. Often when one blogs doesn't one wonder who reads? I wonder who does O.O haha. Well...I was skimming through dawn's blog. I always love reading what my bestie is doing over in aussie and before that how that bloody fruit treats her when I'm too busy to check on her before she left. Its amazing when I look back on all the years we've known each other. From mear only friends to the alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1149435425665935242006-06-04T08:24:00.000-07:002006-06-04T08:37:05.683-07:007th June 2005...my god..its almost a yr it seems. Such a long time has passed since the time before army began. Its now 4th June 2006. 3 days short of 365. 362 days have gone by but what has changed. Looking back...i think nothing much has for me. I'm still the immature and unwise brat I've always been. More reclusive maybe...but at least wiser when grace is around. Yes...grace..the only light alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1118137616257838682005-06-07T02:32:00.000-07:002005-06-07T02:46:56.263-07:00Afternoon all....this is probably my last post before I enter NS. Well~ things have been happening lately. Time to update...firstly...I've found someone...and this time she's proven to be one of my best choices in life. Okok...details...her name is grace...she's 17 and she's from KL malaysia. I got to know her through RO (ragnarok online) we were kinda just casual friends but well...we got abit alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1109860877944500342005-03-03T06:38:00.000-08:002005-03-03T06:41:17.946-08:00hey ya'll I'm back with a post as I had said i would. Well...I feel alot better compared to the last entry and now I'm going back into the full swing of things. Hm...nothing much to update but...just got home. Went out with mishal and it was abit weird...we were on the bus home togetehr and she grabbed my arm the way nora does, and hugged it while leaning on my shoulder...you guys should know by alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1109519054892283572005-02-27T07:32:00.000-08:002005-02-27T07:44:14.896-08:00Hey all. For my ardent readers (bullshit...what readers? no one reads my shit..) out there sorry to keep ya'll waiting. I know its bene 6 months since my last entry and stuff but....kinda lazy to update yar? hahaha anyway~ 6 months...wow what's been going on? Hm..I can say nothing.. flat tahts about it. Nothing. Nora's walked out of my life and gone back to being a friend so...i'm kinda a free alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1104026971514673522004-12-25T18:09:00.000-08:002004-12-25T18:09:38.723-08:00
You're the Bongun!
from ragnarok online official site:LV : 32 Type : Undead Attribute : UndeadMale frozen corpse that had became a monster by his
own will to protect the girl, Munak. He has a
tender passion to Munak , he does anything for
her.
Aww, isn't that just too sweet?^_^
Which Ragnarok Online monster are you?
brought to you by
alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1096439093548715122004-09-29T00:14:00.000-07:002004-09-28T23:24:53.550-07:00hm....I've broken up with nora for about 1 week and 1 day already. Hm...Not as sad anymore cos I've considered brekaing up with her for about a month or so. Oh well...anyway~ my birthday just passed yesterday and some friends of mine were really sweet. Jingxi,dawn and vanessa were always there to make me special though i keep forgetting my birthday. Nora was the only one who bought me a gift and alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1095901337976156072004-09-22T18:01:00.000-07:002004-09-22T18:02:30.616-07:00
You are Form 4, Gargoyle: The Fallen.
"And The Gargoyle mended his wings from the
blood of the fallen so he could rise up from
imprisonment. With great speed and
resourcefulness, Gargoyle made the world his
for the taking."
Some examples of the Gargoyle Form are Daedalus
(Greek) and Mary Magdalene (Christian).The Gargoyle is associated with the concept of
success, the number 4, and the element alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1095329839381962792004-09-16T03:10:00.000-07:002004-09-16T03:17:19.383-07:00Okay..I know i'm flirtatious i know i seem disloyal to her at times. deep down inside I know i love her so much that I would give her anything. Went into the kitchen with the cookies she bought me,but my mom asked who it was from and when i mentioned nora my mom just said "don't mention your girlfriend infront of me". I was rather pissed but i kept quiet. I mean...i'm kinda like 19 and i think i alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1094359603502863452004-09-04T21:21:00.000-07:002004-09-04T21:46:43.503-07:00Okay time to update on my life. Exams are coming up in 1 more weeks time and its dawn's birthday real soon and i haven't bought her a present. Thinking of bringing her to dinner at miramar hotel and a bunch of roses and chocolates to boot but cash flow probs hahaha. M...
Went for my final year project on friday morning at 8. A lab test was going on and the labs were powered down so my project alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1091625585440428672004-08-04T06:19:00.000-07:002004-08-04T06:22:46.116-07:00How to make a alvin
Ingredients:
5 parts mercy
3 parts brilliance
3 parts leadership
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!
Username:
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
your shit.
What swear word are you?
brought to you by Quizilla alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1088379641879428242004-06-27T16:33:00.000-07:002004-06-27T16:40:41.880-07:00okok...sorry the lack of updates. Been working on something lately so kinda preoccupied. YES!!! my job is about to be over I'm so blardy happy. 1 more week to go yes yes yes!!! Anyway..me and nora had our 6th month ani yesterday but we celebrated on saturday instead. Finally took a neo print with her after much grumbling cos i hate taking pictures. Well...it was a happy day for me altogether. Hm.alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1087139812129492722004-06-13T08:09:00.000-07:002004-06-13T08:16:52.130-07:00I've fallen sick...my temperature is 38.3 degree's. Cool rite? anyway...was feeling shitty so called dawn and told her i couldn't go out with her today. Told her i was ill and guess what? She decided to coe by my place instead. haha...she came at 1+ and bought me lunch but the interesting thing is she bought liang teh(herbal tea) and pi pa kao(er....chinse cough syrup) for me. It was the first alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1086188921254175712004-06-02T07:51:00.000-07:002004-06-02T08:08:41.256-07:00*yawn* Ok time to update and seriously update. All my previous post's do not reveal much but ehre it goes. I'm currently working at some networking company called pericomp solutions. Really dumb place and one of the managers stella tan is a real bit*h. Hm...the job requires me to run around the island and do the job of a bangalah. I guess its time to be patient and humble to learn eh? hm...Life alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1084724261896412592004-05-16T09:15:00.000-07:002004-05-16T09:17:41.896-07:00I once loved my poetry very very much. i've been thinking of writing again...ever since i lost my entire collection last time i stopped writing, but its time to begin again rite? hahahha...hm...my work place is actually quite fun besides the bad pay and work hours. I go to really interesting places and see alot of fun stuff hahahahahaalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1084458757642744082004-05-13T07:24:00.000-07:002004-05-13T07:32:37.643-07:00Yet again I'm reminded of my own mortality says:
i'm starting to think nora might just be perfect
Yet again I'm reminded of my own mortality says:
she's got a good character she's bubbly she laughs everytime i'm silly and corrects me when i'm wrong
Yet again I'm reminded of my own mortality says:
fears for me when i make stupid mistakes and loves me even if its bad
Yet again I'm reminded of myalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1084026808052830922004-05-08T07:33:00.000-07:002004-05-08T07:37:50.140-07:00Sorry for the lack of updates. Exams just ended and i've been in school everyday. Alas my grandfather pased away 6 hours ago. Won't be free for a lon time so decided to update now while i have a short time. Sigh..whats intersting is..he passed away at the same time as my grandmother did..so much to say but don't wanna talk about it. Good day allalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1081947143098352532004-04-14T05:52:00.000-07:002004-04-14T07:28:18.903-07:00It isn't easy when a couple starts to show hairline cracks but then these things happen and its up to both parties to either solve and mend those cracks or it gets worse. I always prided my relationship with nora as one that has never had an quarrels before. Is that good or is that bad? I wouldn't know I hoenstly wouldn't. Wasn't in a good mood last night and had one of my usual PMS's you guys alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1080428817363998612004-03-27T15:06:00.000-08:002004-03-27T15:10:24.623-08:00Morning all its now sunday and erm...about 7. Going to work at my the company my brother is wokring in. They couldn't finish their present shipment so my brother drag me down to help finish. sheesh talk about working on a sunday. Might not even get paid. Well...things have been going on great. M...edith has once more gone missing. Each time i tried to call she does not even pick up or call me alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1080036916499257592004-03-23T02:15:00.000-08:002004-03-23T02:18:37.653-08:00A fear grips me now. Since monday morning...I shall begin from the beginning. I had my class chalet over the weekend and it ended on sunday morning. I was extremly fatigued so had an early night on sunday was probably sleeping at 11. woke up at 4 am to pee and checked my phone and saw that there was 5 msg's. I thought it might have been nora but it wasn't...it was edith. 5 msg's...consecutively alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1078564930243366472004-03-06T01:22:00.000-08:002004-03-06T01:25:08.826-08:00hahahaha another day another post...Hm..it seems almost confirmed that Edith would be coming to sp to study architecture. Doomed...and felice might be coming to sp as well this is bad. Very bad. my fear of eddith is known by almost everybody. Nora is aware that edith is applying but she does not know that its almost confirmed. She has a fear cos she knows who edith is. I'm scaredd because..well..alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1077707034746156612004-02-25T03:03:00.000-08:002004-02-25T03:06:40.436-08:00Back with an update after a gazillion yrs. Haha..exams are coming soon and its really stressful, completed my labtest's this week and all of them went on pretty fine so not much worries bout them. Hm...lydia's leaving tomorrow~ and the sad part is i can't see her off cos of my report writing class in the morning........depressing man. Oh yea..sms'ed edith last night and she msg'ed me back..alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1077025949907272792004-02-17T05:45:00.000-08:002004-02-21T04:48:03.590-08:00Haha's..sorry for the lack of updates people. Been busy lately and really tired so seldom online. Thanks guys for reading my blog really touching..anyway~ Went for floorball training yesterday and it was fun although the lack of exercise has made my body ache like crazy. Let me tell you guys what is tycho. Going into the game as a subsituate and scoring less then 5 mins intot he game and the alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1075896107880157612004-02-04T04:01:00.000-08:002004-02-04T04:04:05.810-08:00*yawn*
sorry for the lack of updates been pretty troubled lately and I don't sleep well lately. In any case~ been doing some soul searching and realised how I screwed my life up. Sigh~ but why do i write this blog when no one reads it? how many people actually even pop by to read my blog i don't know. Sigh~ been having financial blues~ joining TKD again but need 40 bucks for a new uniform and my alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1075253500012305222004-01-27T17:31:00.000-08:002004-01-27T17:33:47.716-08:00Morning...my morning prac has been cancelled and i'm going to sch for maths tutorial only...-_-...but having a meeting in the afternoon today. Sigh..dunno whats gotten into me. These few nights have not been very pleasant dunno why I've been so moody. M..first anniversary with her yesterday but she had training for IVP so we celebrated on monday. Sigh..something went on yesterday and i was out inalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1074219787141781652004-01-15T18:23:00.000-08:002004-01-15T18:24:59.170-08:00Hello all sorry for not updating for so long. Well liife has been pretty good of late and tings have been swell. The trip to philippines was fantastic and truly enjoyable. I won't talk about it cos it'll take me a long time to type and i know people hate to read alot of rubbish. Well I'm trying to get this blog done again so patience please hahaalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1069822523272157632003-11-25T20:55:00.000-08:002003-11-25T20:57:51.796-08:00hello all. Sorry for the lack of updates have been too busy preparing to leave for philippines. Well i have alot to say but I'm using the sch terminal so not very convinent. Well promise i will update when i return guys.Those who are going to send me off my flight is at 9am. Terminal 2 but I will be there at 7 so those who are coming down please come down.
this is the link for those who wanna alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-106903649463604452003-11-16T18:34:00.000-08:002003-11-16T18:35:26.623-08:00hello all I know i haven't been updating lately so I have decided to do it now. I've been having trainings for my overseas attachment lately and its been tiring..moreover my com is dead hahaha. Well its fun for now but stressful. I took up a part time job at a road show on saturday giving out ballons, flyers and ice cream for OCBC bank. Wee~~ got money to take wahahahaha.alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1067934428773081232003-11-04T00:27:00.000-08:002003-11-04T00:27:24.123-08:00Seriously i wish I could curse and swear like mad right now. Just finished the data comm paper...it was bad man....really bad. Think I won't be able to go to philipines anymore. Guess I have to come back to campus to take my supp paper. Sigh~ not exactly in the best of moods still. Couldn't sleep last night and didn't have any idea who to turn too, all my friends are having their exams and stuff alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1067870335565992682003-11-03T06:38:00.000-08:002003-11-03T06:39:09.903-08:00Damn...for the first time in so many yrs I actually conked out under stress...feeling more like crap now then anything else. At least it ain't so bad now...just got out of the shower...a warm bath somehow makes me feel better. As I came home many thoughts veered through my mind as the lines along the street ran past me..studies..my attachement..and the feeling that I won't be able to commit alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1067481815849825872003-10-29T18:43:00.000-08:002003-10-29T18:45:24.043-08:00Good morning all...man what a night...I've been thinking too much for my own good again. Thinking of things maybe i shouldn't have and then bothering my friends with my shit. I did what i never thought i would do again...I actually gave shuhui a call last night. I had my reasons and it was because of edith. *shakes head* the only girl who can still bring tears to well up in my eyes, but what alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1067253358261185822003-10-27T03:15:00.000-08:002003-10-27T03:16:03.466-08:00Hey people..I know I haven't been online. Reason...com is nutty and I'm lazy to use it at most times anyway. Haha..getting to be lazy to use the com..interesting isn't it? Well...been studying having a change of heart. Time to mug and mug cos I wanna go philippines. Hm...not much of updatess in my life. Found a new hope and its hope of a beautiful tomorrow that guides me on. Hahaha...I can't alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1066914680768219152003-10-23T06:11:00.000-07:002003-10-23T06:11:20.776-07:00hello all. Haven't been myself today. Something is on my mind and its keeping me occupied. Went for my basic theory test today. Bloody hell its hard. The questions are pretty tricky not really as easy as people say it is. Well I don't know. Feel so not in the mood for anything. Fucking hell. This feeling sucks I tell you. Was jusst staring into blank space the whole day and feeling crappified. alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1066736973955067722003-10-21T04:49:00.000-07:002003-10-21T04:49:33.473-07:00Blogging again today. Second one of the day. Just wanted to speak my mind feeling abit dumb. Don't know whats gotten over me. Sigh~ lifes failures, mishaps and sometimes ...sometimes...shit. Let me be honest. I miss her whose her? felice. That's who. Feel like smacking myself man. Been avoiding her like nuts but that truth remains. Feel like shit..alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1066709819207742022003-10-20T21:16:00.000-07:002003-10-20T21:16:59.140-07:00Afternoon all...Didn't go to school today. Taken ill with a flu and cough. Haha don't intend to see a doctor but my friends would murder me if they know I didn't. Quick update...hm.....actually nothing to update. Haven't been anywhere or stuff so kinda nothing to update. Well nothing to say so I shal just leave you guys with another one of my works. Cya~
EnchantƒÕ
So long it¡¦s been, I¡¦m stillalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1066229695856193472003-10-15T07:54:00.000-07:002003-10-15T07:56:35.720-07:00hello people. Hm...not much has happened at all. Well...life's the same normal and shit. Did packing with the philippines team today and I dun really like some of the guys. One's too lame and another is too sissy. God man survive 22 days with them can die lor. I had to pretend I'm open and sociable and shit but the truth if far from it. I hate socialising unless I feel like it. Damn it starting alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1065830637015020772003-10-10T17:03:00.000-07:002003-10-10T17:03:57.160-07:00Morning people...6 mins before I leave for school lets see if I can finish this up. Hm...life's been tiring and abit stressful with project deadlines to meet. Sometimes I dun get enough sleep even. Well not much changes in my life though. Anyone new for this old romeo...the answer is no. No interest haha. Whats new right? Went for dinner with dawn and vanessa last night. Interestingly...we were alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1065529202667792302003-10-07T05:20:00.000-07:002003-10-07T05:20:02.540-07:00hey people. Sigh~ been thinking bout the trip and starting to wonder if its a good idea. I have so much here to worry about and leaving for 22 days isn't the best idea. I was talking to jie(kimberly) about my reluctance to leavet eh clan for so long and she says its only natural cos the clan is like my baby. I do have my worries but maybe I should let her and Mervyn take charge. There is also thealvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1065265349709551912003-10-04T04:02:00.000-07:002003-10-04T04:02:29.896-07:00Hello people! My overseas attachement has been approved!!! Weee~~~~! It means I'm going overseas to do my 3 month job thingy which every poly student has to complete. I'll be back only probably 20th of november? hahahaha the heck witht he date. I'm gonna be pretty busy helping out in school with the packing of things which the schoool is shipping there and stsuff so I won't be able to come onlinealvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1064597467795101232003-09-26T10:31:00.000-07:002003-09-26T10:32:55.543-07:00Morning people! Just finished my shower and its 1:17 am now haha. Really had alot of fun today, Zai, nicholas and rudra got me a present. I was so touched you should have seen my face. Its been years since sch mates actually got me a present. I haven't celebrateed my birthdya besides with family and close friends cos I hate revealing my birthdate. There are still some close friends who don't knowalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1064500650481531472003-09-25T07:37:00.000-07:002003-09-25T07:37:30.290-07:00Hey all. I wanna blog now but i dun know where to start. Been through mood swings the past weeks and now I see myself as going through a dark corridor without see'ing an end in sight. Its lonely yes but I am starting to like it. In a weird way its beautiful. I am really gonna get down with studying real soon. As soon as the clan trails are over and admin matters completed, trasition of decision alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1064162655850670982003-09-21T09:44:00.000-07:002003-09-21T09:44:15.600-07:00Hey all...yea realised I haven't been writing very much at all. Something is wrong but I don't really know what. I realised i haven't been talking to many people, when i met dawn yesterday i realised my silence, even with biqin and van i was also rather quiet not really myself. Maybe its a new change in me or maybe just a mood swing I don't know. I really really prefer being silent these days thealvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1064055172555859552003-09-20T03:52:00.000-07:002003-09-20T03:52:52.040-07:00just laming around feeling bored. went to watch My boss's daughter today and trust me its a crap show u don't wanna waste money on. I don't wanna say much but for those who wanna know whats with me I wrote something just now conveying what i feel.
Present thoughts
I sat on the beach, looking at the stars
As sand ran through my fingers like my thoughts,
Thinking of my past, my present,
Thinkingalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1063856871627451622003-09-17T20:47:00.000-07:002003-09-17T20:47:51.130-07:00Hey guys and chicks. Sorry fort he lack of updates. Just haven't been int he mood for anything. Kinda locked myself up again. Those who wanna ask me out sorry I really ain't in the mood to do nuts, as for those whom I've agreed to go out with I shall keep my promise. Lately I don't talk to anyone,be it online or ont he phone, Xq got abit worried bout my behaviour and I guess I've been pretty alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1063717994448214122003-09-16T06:13:00.000-07:002003-09-16T06:13:14.576-07:00Just so bored. So tired of things around me. Just feel so bloody shitty. Not really int he mood to blog but i can say the last week papers sucked and i was ill. Sigh don't know whats gotten into me. Just don't feel like talking to anyonealvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1062728809548363192003-09-04T19:26:00.000-07:002003-09-04T19:26:49.500-07:00Morning dude's and chick's. Been a while since i blogged hm...not much of change except feeling really stress and super dejected. Reasons being the exams which i am still un-prepared for, the clan and something else which i shan't say. Woke up this morning feeling lethargic so i lazed in bed and rolled around abit. Kinda realised I wanna go back to the carefree and free spirited person I was whenalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1062199838648795222003-08-29T16:30:00.000-07:002003-08-29T16:30:38.606-07:00Morning all....Bloody rain....woke up at 6:30 late for training and as I was showering lilian called me and said trainings cancelled.........-_- and i like ARGH.........so i decided to come online train my skills abit then blog. Now I'm feeling so freaking sleepy....sigh felice if u r reading this sorry i didn't stay on last night cos i was so tired. XQ i hope you are feeling better now? Hm....alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1062160208362796152003-08-29T05:30:00.000-07:002003-08-29T05:30:08.310-07:00Hey people long time no update. Hm...my week has been pretty cool and everything ain't that bad. I failed my lab quiz for circuit analysis though but the other subjects should be pretty fine. Been talking to felice again and just treating her as a friend. Hm.....exams are in 1 weeks time and i gotta start mugging. Hm......don't know what else to update though. Oh yea went back to KCP today and alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1061719450912671352003-08-24T03:04:00.000-07:002003-08-24T03:04:10.906-07:00Hey all just updating cos abit hm...disturbed? Well was sms'ing felice just now and a sentence of her's disturbed me "what makes you think I'm willing to meet you". Quite a cut into my heart, but she's right what makes me think I'm good enough? Well its made me realise that I've been trying hard to know her maybe abit too much and Its been nearly a month trying and everything but its still kinda alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1061382490969624572003-08-20T05:28:00.000-07:002003-08-20T05:28:10.976-07:00Ladies and gentlemen who often read my blog I'd first like to say thank you but I have to take time off for a while. An event in my family prevents me from having much time online. Those who are my close friends I've never asked this of you before but I would like you to be there for me now more then ever. As for other friends please leave me to my silence thank you.alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1061271876497650532003-08-18T22:44:00.000-07:002003-08-18T22:44:36.360-07:00hey pep's sorry for not blogging for over 2 weeks haha....hm...don't know what to update or what to say. Well...I saw shuhui in campus yesterday. For those who don't know who she is, she was my ex girlfriend. After so long she finally said hi to me. I don't wish to say what happened. But I spoke to felice about it and she did counsel me rather well. Anoter event was qwendolyn, she is going alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1060210445552358872003-08-06T15:54:00.000-07:002003-08-06T15:54:05.516-07:00morning all...doing my blog my 15 to school how cool is that hahaha. First i wannaa complain. Dumb ants got into my breakfastan now i'm reduced to munching on tim tam's damn it. Thank god for their creation or i would be starving. Anyway...the weeks been alright so far but the real challenge comes tomorrow, class's end at 3 and I need to fly down to the pl fun fair which ends at 5 hm......then alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1059954722850870362003-08-03T16:52:00.000-07:002003-08-03T16:52:02.700-07:00hey people...its 7:35 in the morning i'm suppose to be preparing for school but here i am at my com ready to be late for class yet again. Couldn't sleep last night so I decided to give XQ a call, we spoke awhile and I realised how lonely I've become inside. With my lack of trust in guys (I'm a guy yet i don't trust guys weird but I have my reasons) and me hollowing up inside of myself its no alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1059757159813987352003-08-01T09:59:00.000-07:002003-08-01T21:37:01.816-07:00Sigh...been thinking of the clan again...kinda feel I should disband the group...I mean...with our usual server foxtrot down...school and work making everyone busy...its kinda hard to let everyone get together and the clan members don't even mix around themselves. Losing touch with them one by one, these days the only clan members i see are sianz, felix and ah born. Kinda tired being the only onealvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1059726043700630022003-08-01T01:20:00.000-07:002003-08-01T01:20:43.680-07:00harlow people. I have 15 mins more before i leave the house. Going for the NJC concert later but meeting Vanessa for dinner.....when was the lasst time i met her god knows time to catch up. Hm...Wish i had a pic to show u guys how i will look tonight kinda retarded bringing a blazer with me but no choice lar wear pants and shirt but no jacket except for the blazer and my nike one. So don't have alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1059530948280898872003-07-29T19:09:00.000-07:002003-07-29T19:09:08.303-07:00Hahahaha harlow people....updating while having 5 more mins to my lesson. Anyway...went out shopping with sheena yesterday someone please remind me never to go shopping with a girl again. Sigh...I hate shopping cos its so tedious and finding something for sheena is really hard. Now u guys know why i seldom go out to shop cos i really hate walking from shop to shop to find something to wear. I alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1058957564539551402003-07-23T03:52:00.000-07:002003-07-23T03:52:44.500-07:00hm..I shall begin today not in my cheery or playful tone. Instead I shall be serious. Anyone who knows me well knows that I am a bloody flirt. Thos closer to me knows that I am not who I seem...for deep inside there is a special someone called Edith. As you cna read from almost all of my previous post's...her name is always mentioned. I went to catch 2 Fast 2 Furious today and like any other day alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1058871413728444712003-07-22T03:56:00.000-07:002003-07-22T03:56:53.706-07:00Heylo guys doing a post on a weekday is something rare but since I've got nothing to do might as well update. Today...hm...what can I say...kinda a twist of fate for me. Let me start off...in my 2nd yr as a poly student, only 3 girls in my poly have ever caught my attention and held onto it. 2 of them resemble edith in certain ways and another is just plain pretty. One of the 2 that resembles alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1058695212113560862003-07-20T03:00:00.000-07:002003-07-20T03:00:12.110-07:00Harlow all...I am feeling super bored tahts why I am updating. Currently ice'ing the swell on my leg as per orders of the grand dragon lady Mingyun. Sheesh....ice';ing it sucks man pain but if i don't do it she gets angry. Oh well.....in any case got tutorials to do later and Mr Hoe KC's lesson tomorrow. Sheesh i really hate that guy. Bloody irritating at times man. Oh yes got myself a chatterboxalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1058598705758297092003-07-19T00:11:00.000-07:002003-07-19T00:11:45.760-07:00Heylo gang...Sorry for not updating for over a week. Hm....heres a quick update. The week has been the same but I've been playing basketball again! WooHOO! I miss the game coss I couldn't find time to play lasts semester due to long hours in school. Went jogging today and sparred with lilian and boy did she give me a big blue black on my shin and it stings man. Anyway... saw cheryl wong today at alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1058019095396864802003-07-12T07:11:00.000-07:002003-07-12T07:11:35.366-07:00Harlox all, life has been good and bad at the same time for me. I really enjoy the company of my sch mates cos they are crappy and all but studying sucks. Kinda worried i might not make it but I will do my best and I will put mind to it as hard as I can.
Went out to collect my brothers stuff from his friend who came back from aussie. When i reached orchard he told me he couldn't make it and alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1057743422088763392003-07-09T02:37:00.000-07:002003-07-12T07:11:59.416-07:00Heyx all....schools began and life has been really hectic once more. Yet I prefer it this way. Hate rotting and thinking too much when i have too much free time, but being a deep thinker has always been my way. I've began distancing myself from the clan and I've taken leave and left Samantha and my god sis kimberly in charge. I'm running away from something and I don't want to face it. Sound likealvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-1056942948640402302003-06-29T20:15:00.000-07:002003-07-09T02:29:05.256-07:00hello people. I know I have't updated for nearly a month. well.....not much news about me. Stella has given up and we seldom talk these days cos she doesn't come online. Nicole and I don't really talk these days. So basically I don't have an emotional life. Hm.....in anywayz...I've revived the old CS clan which me and weitang created 3 yrs ago. I don't know why but i decided to begin the black alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-951821792003-06-02T00:32:00.000-07:002003-06-02T00:32:39.376-07:00heyx all.....sorry for not updating been pretty lazy haha....nicole just went offline...hai~ she got me all confused right now. I was talking to stella and nicole at the same time just now...pretty weird....nicole told me she was a lil jealous about me talking to other girls ....although she didn't like admiting or talking about it.....I somehow hoped she meant what she said. She really reminds alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-948920802003-05-26T03:56:00.000-07:002003-05-26T03:56:57.306-07:00hellox.....I know I've been lazy and haven't been updating the blog but.....haha I don't know....Been quite affected by someone....I care alot and I have feelings towards her but she's attached. Sucky isn't it? sheesh...oh well.....I hope I can get over it cos its not wise to stay on waiting for someone who can never be urs....I've learnt that lesson before and the experience from my friends tellalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-947655062003-05-22T19:12:00.000-07:002003-05-22T19:12:44.950-07:00heyz all......I'm back.....hahaha. I just woke up.......had quite a dream.....dreamt of gloria.....weird rite? I was out with her and I kinda got stranded outside at night so she brought me home cos he place with empty...she kinda helped wash my laundry cos I had a bag of unwashed clothes and I went to talk to her...it was nice "talking" to her again......I wonder how is she its been so so so alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-944990862003-05-17T07:39:00.000-07:002003-05-17T07:39:26.290-07:00good evening all.....for a short period of time I'll be closing this blog cos I need a small space to think and to sort out my stuff. I kinda made a few choices and I need to implement them so pls be patient and I'll put up another note of my coming backalvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-943750522003-05-14T23:29:00.000-07:002003-05-14T23:29:49.800-07:00yohz all.....sorry for so many spelling mistakes in my last entry I know its atrocious. *sighx...initially I thought stella and alex were pulling my leg when she sasid she likes me.....but it appears not. Man...never step into another persons heart carelessly......a rule I've followed.....but I don't know how to tell stella that there just ain't a possibility for us. hm..Nicoles been pretty cold alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-942914382003-05-13T15:22:00.000-07:002003-05-13T15:22:45.623-07:00morning all.....its 6:11 now and I just woke up......couldn't get to bed. Hahaha those we are reading must think i'm some retarded idiot but I'm now. man its cold. eccentric weather. Hm....lately i've been having mood swings.....man I wonder if i got female hormones. hahaha and i kinda notice i'm close to 15 yr old giirls like stella, nicole and sara. Oh yea....stella said she likes me =\ man...alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-941953932003-05-12T03:41:00.000-07:002003-05-12T03:41:19.886-07:00woohoo ladies and gentlemen......alvin is back in the house. I've been missing these few days cos I've been trying out a new game called ragnarok online. Its so dman fun and addictive. Kinda dropped CS cos of it LOLx. Well nothing much has happen. I've been hanging and rotting at home and its getting boring. But thank god for the computer. Great invention of god. hahahaha. oh well I'm going back alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-940832962003-05-09T18:21:00.000-07:002003-05-09T18:21:20.906-07:00its the morning and its feeling great after 9 hrs of none stop sleep. I feel energised again. I feel.....so.......god knows lol. Wonder if vanessa still has a crush on sheena hahahhaa the saucy fella.alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-939832442003-05-08T04:00:00.000-07:002003-05-08T04:00:49.563-07:00so much on my mind so much so that I don't know how to start. I went to town today meeting dawn and vanessa. Dawn looks alot better from the last time I saw her...kinda more hot. We went to Espirit and the 2 girls were shopping....I found myself drifiting and wondering and thinking.....stoning to be exact.I went home alone on the train filled with questions. Questions I thought god would have alvinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5316199.post-938594662003-05-06T06:03:00.000-07:002003-05-06T06:03:20.520-07:00-deep breath-
Life's such an interesting thing, Wouldn't you say? She's been on my mind again. Not healthy but not to worry...kinda got my mind straight. I know what to do....dawn gave great advice, dun rush at an oppertunity just wait...wait for the one. I'll know what to do next.
Life is beautiful. Looking at it now I think tis great.alvinnoreply@blogger.com