yohz all.....sorry for so many spelling mistakes in my last entry I know its atrocious. *sighx...initially I thought stella and alex were pulling my leg when she sasid she likes me.....but it appears not. Man...never step into another persons heart carelessly......a rule I've followed.....but I don't know how to tell stella that there just ain't a possibility for us. hm..Nicoles been pretty cold lately why I don't know...really wish I could have a min with her kinda miss chatting with her, she always was good company. Hai....I backed out of hte CS match this saturday.....don't have much of a mood to continue playing it. Don't know whats wrong with me......losing touch with reality.