Harlox all, life has been good and bad at the same time for me. I really enjoy the company of my sch mates cos they are crappy and all but studying sucks. Kinda worried i might not make it but I will do my best and I will put mind to it as hard as I can.

Went out to collect my brothers stuff from his friend who came back from aussie. When i reached orchard he told me he couldn't make it and he'll go to campus to look me up. Damn him man but sicne he is doing us a favour who am I to complain rite? Anyway...I met XQ today at first you wouldn't think she's attractive or anything but as she did the henna painting on me I looked at her and at that point i felt she was attractive in a way i can't explain and believe you me, she's really bubbly and I feel anyone who is in her company is really lucky. She did a pretty good job on my hand and I wonder why she's complaining she is bad at it. I hope she lightens up and just go do her best.

Talking to mingyun...sigh that girl was feeling lonely and upset that she has to travel alone and everything for her physio session. I decided to try my best to go wait for her after each physio session she has and send her home cos of her wobbly knee. I know what it feels to be alone and having to face the pain cos of my stupid dentals yrs ago. I hated waiting alone for the dentist and sitting there like a ah gong then going home alone on the train with my teeth hurting like hell. As i walked out of the toilet just now. I remember edith...I remember the first time we went out i went tothe dentist with her cos she had her appointment. Man i miss her alot alot... It hurts to think of her..."Should I stay" is really the best song for my feelings now though I've forgotten her the memories she gave me was the best I ever had in my life more then ever with any girl...

Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you

I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times

Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…