Afternoon all....this is probably my last post before I enter NS. Well~ things have been happening lately. Time to update...firstly...I've found someone...and this time she's proven to be one of my best choices in life. Okok...details...her name is grace...she's 17 and she's from KL malaysia. I got to know her through RO (ragnarok online) we were kinda just casual friends but well...we got abit carried off. We'll be together for 2 months on the 18th of June =). okok..now you'll ask me. Have i met her. Answer is no. But i have seen her pic and she's seen mine so we know how we both look like.

Why did I pick her...thats a good question...normally you can't tell why you like someone cos you just do right? M...I am not singing praises of her just cos she's my girl or anything...i do have my reasons. She's mature for a 17 yr old girl...from what i gathered from those around us...she's kinda hard to connect with emotionally cos she's shut herself up pretty tight. Yes yes you must be thinking how come if she's so tightly shut i could break through? Truth is we both don't know. Even her brother would be shocked if he found out i suppose.

M...Grace is basically quiet when you irst meet her but talking to her...well~ she starts warming up and she'll talk to you in whichever tone you may use. She's intelligent and she can carry ehrself well in most topics which you throw at her. She showers her love in ways that only my first gf ever did (shuhui). She writes beautiful songs and she sings pretty well as comented by some of my friends. She's great with the guitar, plays the violin and piano as well. She's written 3 songs for me so far and they're beautiful =). I suppose...she's ebtter then nora in more aspects then 1. She's more open and direct then nora and she's willing to talk things out then keep it inside. She shows her love unlike nora who keeps it inside of her. I suppose...no..I am happy being with her and sharing my life with her.

Why am I typing this out as you may wonder...cos its simple. Jingxi got quite annoyed when i was reluctant to go out with her. She thinks its cos I spend too much time with grace online that i should go out more often. One might think its true. but consider my feelings in this case. I've found someone i can be happy with...i've found someone who shows me love that my previous 2 can't. She's more then a thousand miles away from me. So staynig at home and being wiht her isn't something wrong is it? moreover i have no intentions to go out cos I'm flat broke and flatter then a pancake.

In any case..I'm going into NS this saturday and i won't blog for even longer then i normally won't =P. M.if it were nroa she'd just keep it inside of her if she miss's me or is sad. She seldom mutters i love you...but grace...well~ she shows how much she miss's me and isn't afaird to shout it out that she loves me...and for that..i love her as much =)