1am on a sunday nite. Oh wait..its monday. Supposed to get up in 4 hrs for work.
I slept for 3 hrs this afternoon so i guess this is why i'm so wide awake now. Life has been busy since i started work in Genesis. Things are always fast paced and busy so I hardly have time to breath let alone take a drink of water.

Ash whom is my new mentor would be leaving on wednesday, to be honest i'm not sure i can cope without her. Its really...taxing cos there's just so much to do and so little time. To make things worse, this december they intend to open up Genesis 2. And yes i'll be in charge of the purchases in that department too. It's gonna suck..

My brother says i shouldn't be thinking so negatively,true...but i'm still not sure that i'm cut out for this. I mean...i like stress, i like being busy, but..its getting ridiculous and this isn't something i like to do i guess. Sigh, to be honest i rather be doing biomedical engineering. Thats the only place my passion lies in. Yet i still wanna take on accounting. Its a demon i want to fight and suceed in.

while tossing in bed i was thinking of marie again. The feelings have dissipated but somehow, something just refuses to die away. Annoying isn't it. I hate it when this happens. M~ nothing interesting going on in my life, there's daily shit going on which is kinda funny sometimes. I just...look at things differently now and do my best to be busy to stop myself from thinking too much. Life's a bitch, so i guess i'll be a bitch to accomadate it