Been feeling depressed the past 4 days. I blame Hong Ling for sending me the 2 gay chou songs.

On a side note, i finally got my dvd's back from qwen. Good riddence. I was rather offended by her behaviour when i went down to her place. We live quite far apart so on friday i went from school to her place having to change a couple of buses. When i arrived at 2:45, i called her telling her i was at the bus stop she said okay.
5 mins later she texted me, "I'm cooking lunch now, can i get fitri to send it to you?" Cooking lunch at 3pm and telling me she is cooking. Yea such a liar.

So fitri came and hey, my transformers wasn't there! so i called qwen up.
me: "Qwen, the transformers you nvr return me"
qwen: Oh, but i didn't take leh"
me: "I loaned it to your dad, check the living room tv rack"
qwen: "oh.."
me: "i'll be at the foot of your block in awhile"
qwen: *hesitation*

so i went over and waited for her. For 15 mins i waited she didn't come down. Fitri finally went home and saw me downstairs. She asked me if i wanted to go up but I declined saying i was waiting for qwen to return me the last piece. when fitri went up, 5 mins later she came down with the dvd. My god, qwen was seriously being a kid. So she waited for fitri to go up just to come down again to pass me the dvd? Does she have no backbone to come down herself? Its plain obvious she's avoiding me. But for shit sakes? Its not as if i ever slaped or abused her to warrant such a fear in her. I guess i was right to break up with her. She wasn't the mature young lady i thought she was. God i feel like i made the right choice. Treating her so well and showing concern for her yet all her actions and things she say have really made me very upset with myself for even bothering in the first place.

Good riddance.

Marie just broke up with her bf. Its been about a week i reckon.. She found out he was cheating on her with his ex. Cara says its karma, marie cheated on her ex, and now its biting back at her. I wonder when would it bite at me for cheating on marie as well. I wonder..

Below i've included lyrics to the song making me emo, enjoy!


我們的開始是很長的電影
Wo men de kai shi shi hen chang de dian ying
Our relationship is the longest movie

放映了三年
Fang ying le san nian
It has been showing for three years

我票都還留著
Wo piao dou hai liu zhe
I'm still keeping the ticket

冰上的芭蕾腦海中還在旋轉
Bing shang de ba lei nao hai zhong hai zai xuan zhuan
The ballet on ice is still revolving in my mind

望著你慢慢忘記你
Wang zhe ni man man wang ji ni
Looking at yet slowly forgetting you



## 朦朧的時間 我們溜了多遠
Meng long de shi jian Wo men liu le duo yuan
In the haze of time How far we have skated

冰刀劃的圈　圈起了誰改變
Bing dao hua de quan Quan qi le shei gai bian
The circles made by the skates' blades, whoever's in it changes

如果再重來 會不會稍嫌狼狽
Ru guo zai chong lai Hui bu hui shao xian lang bei
If we could start all over again, will it be a tad too awkward

愛是不是不開口才珍貴 ##
Ai shi bu shi bu kai kou cai zhen gui
Is love more precious when it is kept in the heart?



** 再給我兩分鐘
zai gei wo liang fen zhong 　
Please give me two more minutes

讓我把記憶結成冰
Rang wo ba ji yi jie cheng bing
Let me freeze these memories forever

別融化了眼淚　
Bie rong hua le yan lei
Don't let your tears fall

你妝都花了
Ni zhuang dou hua le
Smudging your makeup

要我怎麼記得
Yao wo zen me ji de
How can I remember?

記得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

記得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

你說你會哭
Ni shuo ni hui ku
You said you would cry

不是因為在乎 **
Bu shi yin wei zai hu
But not because you care