It isn't easy when a couple starts to show hairline cracks but then these things happen and its up to both parties to either solve and mend those cracks or it gets worse. I always prided my relationship with nora as one that has never had an quarrels before. Is that good or is that bad? I wouldn't know I hoenstly wouldn't. Wasn't in a good mood last night and had one of my usual PMS's you guys reading this know how bad my mood gets when that happens. She couldn't understand nor tolerate what was going on so she sms'ed me after i left online and said she was kinda angry with me online. Sigh...I thought she would understand it when my mood swings came but i guess i was wrong. Hasn't been a good day for me still having my farking mood swings. We only msg'ed each other on msn like less then 10 sentences put together. I guess what i need is time out for now. I kinda realise that although she's really nice and patient, she's not exactly a good gf still. A good gf is one that is not only patient and understanding but also one who knows how to treat her bf well and stuff. Its hard to find such a girl i know so i guess I must frankly say that she's still not the one I'm searching for. I guess we crashed into the relationship, had our happy times and now comes a period of unrest, what comes next? what will hapen and where will we go now? I don't know. All I know is that I will carry on till that day comes which we have to end this though I'm not sure when I'm aware it will come and so does she.

PS: Dawn I need your advice...Everyone else who reads my blog pls tell me what you think as well k?