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2 months its been since my last update. How are you my friends who still follow my blog. Before i embarked on my tekong trip i promised to be strong, to be a new alvin. During this course of time much has happened. I've managed to sooth my senses and took a relaxing break from my hectic life at base camp. Although i've been pulled out of most trianing due to my health condition I've made some pretty awesome friends there,and i've hopes that i'll be able to carry these people on with me.

Let me first begin with whats been going on in tekong. I'll name some of the interesting chaps i've met there. Firstly there's the faggot in my section, his name is Keith Richards(no he's not angmoh) he's kidna gay and jsut 2 weeks ago we saboh'ed shuan by paying richards 5 bucks to rape him =X. No shitting! We locked our section down and it took 4 of us to pin each of shuan's limbs while richards...er...climbed onto shuan and took off his top, placed his hands on shauns chest and slided them down slowly. It was one heck of a sight since all of us think richards is gay (btw richards picked shaun as his target god knows why). The other 3 sections in my platoon came and watched with the O.O expression. It was a 5 bucks well spent cos this is 1 heck of a memorable sight. Following on...theres rajiv, a mix of indian,chinese and i think malay. He's bascially the funnyman of my section and he's pretty racist. He calls chiense people munjuns(it means yellow) and malays mut's and indians pariah(i could be spelling this wrong). So basically he insults everyone and even himself. He's got a beautiful aussie wife and is expecting a baby daughter to be named sarah this September =). I hope to get to see the baby she's gonna be adorable. Moving on...there's also my buddy chinhow who i love being gayw ith. Ia lways tease him alot and make him frown about my gayish antics =P. Like...lying on my bed at night and asking him if he's tempted =X. There's a gay in section 1 called lai yong aka Navy(simply cos he's from the navy). He loevs being kinki and he's pretty muscular though short cos he gyms alot. He was wearing nothing but undies and our combat boots AND looking at himself in the mirror
-.- try imaging that haha. After that he changed and put on his SBO(skeletal battle order) and did the above mentioned again. He calls me the C cup man cos of my ass >.> kinda a harmless fella and loves to kid around alota nd i love it how he pronounces hong gan, also the line "1 X good one" haha. Then...come to think of it there's so many people i can mention but 1 post won't be enough and i'm lazy!

Hm..1 thing to bring up is my health. I've been having my recurrent chest pains over the past 3 weeks. Its no longer something which affects me once in a while its now pretty constant. ECG and X rays show nothing yet but yea..Dawn if you read this i think u'll find this all to familiar, its just happening at a more amplified rate now and i'm getting alil scared. I'll be sent for another round of consultations by the army specialists so...lets see how that turns up.

Next up...UNSW asia. As many of you would've known by now..I was enrolled in that uni for its august intake 2007. Right now with the closure of its singapore campus i'm in quite a pinch. With 2 months to go my options are pretty limited. I have no intentions to head to australia cos of finances, so my hopes are with ntu and nus even though the chances are slim. I might apply for a job at a company first and see my odds but time is something i don't relaly have. My dreams of a psp and french lessons are to be put on hold at the moment..sigh.

So thats basically whats been going on with me of late. For those who wonder whats my take on grace, well i'm going prtty stable and am leading on better then expected, its amazing how bmt gave me a new start and made me alil more mature. As for what i intend to do with the feelings..

If life is segregated into chapters,
layer upon layer,
Each chapter placed and written as a novel,
Shelved as each story completes its cycle,
To be kept and later dubbed as momories.

So is my novel for grace completed, No i suppose...i'll just leave that book on my table unwritten.
Yup thats allf or now. With my completion of BMT i'll havem ore time to update. Till then my freaky friends =D

Alvin

ORIGINAL LYRICS: LUNA SEA
I For You


You told me
That you couldn't love anybody
I finally realised what you meant
When I saw that you were afraid of everybody
How ironic is itIf us two metonly to get hurt?
With all my heartI have to tell you this
All I want to see is the real YOU
You still don't smile very well
Because even now,
you still wear sadness around you
If the only reason
I was born
was so I could meet you,do you think I'll be able to change everything?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
We're hurt,
but we've still got time
With all my love
I love you
I want to wipe away
All the pain that falls on youI for
You With all my heart
I have to tell you this
If only you could smile at me like that forever...
With all my love
I love you
I want to gather every piece of light
and give it all to you
I for You