g "Let me go, Let you go...": 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004

Sunday, June 27, 2004

okok...sorry the lack of updates. Been working on something lately so kinda preoccupied. YES!!! my job is about to be over I'm so blardy happy. 1 more week to go yes yes yes!!! Anyway..me and nora had our 6th month ani yesterday but we celebrated on saturday instead. Finally took a neo print with her after much grumbling cos i hate taking pictures. Well...it was a happy day for me altogether. Hm...oh yea dun catch chronicles of riddick its such a waste of money,bad story,69 mins worth of shit and i practically rotted there. Haha anyway Curious to know what I've been working on? Heres a sneak peek

I was contemplating as to if i should have this written...or should i say typed.
I shall first say that for those who thought they knew me they might find new revelations
from what can be found in these lines. For those who don't know me then welcome to my world.
I won't begin with my baby years,my first toothache or the day that i wet my shorts in
kindergarden. Instead it would be a more..."alvin" topic. The events that changed me into
such an emotional person, notably my love life.Events such as my first crush, my longest
feelings for anyone, my first kiss, my greatest betrayl in 18 yrs and my first taste of love.

Why my emotional life? Simply cos some people have called my love life a drama serial
re-enacment or just a fairy tale. What you would read are events that went through my eyes
and my privte thoughts and emotions. Enough with the bush beating lets get to it shall we?








So how does it found? Comments comments!

Sunday, June 13, 2004

I've fallen sick...my temperature is 38.3 degree's. Cool rite? anyway...was feeling shitty so called dawn and told her i couldn't go out with her today. Told her i was ill and guess what? She decided to coe by my place instead. haha...she came at 1+ and bought me lunch but the interesting thing is she bought liang teh(herbal tea) and pi pa kao(er....chinse cough syrup) for me. It was the first time a girl did so much for me and she even opene the herbal tea and cough syrup for me haha. Sigh...then we nua'ed the whole afternoon and watched VCD's. I was so sleepy and tired but she was a sight for sore eyes hehe forgot that this girl is actually pretty haha. In any case...The job hazards are getting higher and higher and the job has stressed me so badly that I sleep with nightmares of my job. Hm...its kinda nice to have a good friend like dawn. Hm...thats all i think i wanan go sleep....nitenite all

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

*yawn* Ok time to update and seriously update. All my previous post's do not reveal much but ehre it goes. I'm currently working at some networking company called pericomp solutions. Really dumb place and one of the managers stella tan is a real bit*h. Hm...the job requires me to run around the island and do the job of a bangalah. I guess its time to be patient and humble to learn eh? hm...Life has been mundane with this job so nothigns really happening.

Off the note..
Had a really weird dream that still scares me alittle 2 nights ago. It was about natalie hm.....it started off as me meeting her at some concert hall located somewhere near ity hall..the closes place would have to be the esplanade but the location was really dark and alittle creepy. I had gone down early to the location but the security guard told me the concert was cancelled at the last moment and refunds would be given. Feeling pissed I took the route back whre i came from hoping to bump into nat. A call came on my mobile and suprise surprise it was nat. haha anyway..she was complaining that she was at the concert venue and the guard told her the same thing as well. kinda weird that i missed her along the way but I turned back and walked back to find her. While talking to her about the sudden cancelation of the concert on my cell there a suden scream through the phone and in the air. It was nat's, I ran to the direction of the screams only to find a man in a cloak over her he was in really dark clothing and it was too dark to see his face. He as stading over her and had this bloody weird finger movement. After that night she was missing and soon enough friends around me began behavnig really weird..they had the same weird finger movements and it was passed on kinda like a vampire disease. Okay it sounds crazy yes but the scream still goes through my head each time i think about it. I've always been a person who see's my dreams as visions cos its really dega vu at most times. So in this case i'm worried about what this dream implys about the safety of nat. Sigh...ok i'm mad haha...i'll end here...cya all