hello people. I know I have't updated for nearly a month. well.....not much news about me. Stella has given up and we seldom talk these days cos she doesn't come online. Nicole and I don't really talk these days. So basically I don't have an emotional life. Hm.....in anywayz...I've revived the old CS clan which me and weitang created 3 yrs ago. I don't know why but i decided to begin the black wolves one more time. All my members are strong players and I'm the weakest among them and the scary thought is that some of them have the potential to continue growing. They are good people and it would be interesting to watch them all get better. Hahaha but you know whats the cool thing? One of my members mist is quite a beauty hehehe but as a clan leader i can't go after her because of my duties to the clan. Oh sigh

heyx all.....sorry for not updating been pretty lazy haha....nicole just went offline...hai~ she got me all confused right now. I was talking to stella and nicole at the same time just now...pretty weird....nicole told me she was a lil jealous about me talking to other girls ....although she didn't like admiting or talking about it.....I somehow hoped she meant what she said. She really reminds me of edith but I don't have feelings for her just cos of that. I like her for who she really is and how she makes me feel. the similarities she has as nicole are the fact taht they are attached when I felt something fro them. This sucks. man......

Should I stay:

Had a drive, driven by your love,
When u messed around,
I lost the drive I¡¦ve found.
I thought you needed,
Needed someone true,
But you changed your mind,
Or have I failed you.

Wish you¡¦d been, careful with my heart,
But you tore it apart, and broke an angel¡¦s heart.

Guess its true, hasn¡¦t end somehow
But I am living proof of what love is about.

It¡¦s hard holding you, loving you, losing you,
Its sad to be true and be fooled, by you
I don¡¦t know¡KI gotta know¡Kshould I stay or should I go

You played me on, played me like a clown,
But I feel for you, even though I¡¦m down.
My heart is heavy, heavy like a rock,
But I am so amused,
You¡¦re still in my thoughts.

-Chorus- „e2
It¡¦s hard holding you, loving you, losing you,
Its sad to be true and be fooled, by you
I don¡¦t know¡KI wanna know¡Kshould I stay or should I go


What¡¦s done is done,
And I¡¦d never feel the same,
I know we had some good times,
Guess it should stay just the same,
I guess the truth doesn¡¦t matter somehow,
But you are living proof,
About what love is about¡K