hello all. Sorry for the lack of updates have been too busy preparing to leave for philippines. Well i have alot to say but I'm using the sch terminal so not very convinent. Well promise i will update when i return guys.Those who are going to send me off my flight is at 9am. Terminal 2 but I will be there at 7 so those who are coming down please come down.


this is the link for those who wanna find out more of the trip.
http://www.spocsproj2003.com/

hello all I know i haven't been updating lately so I have decided to do it now. I've been having trainings for my overseas attachment lately and its been tiring..moreover my com is dead hahaha. Well its fun for now but stressful. I took up a part time job at a road show on saturday giving out ballons, flyers and ice cream for OCBC bank. Wee~~ got money to take wahahahaha.

Seriously i wish I could curse and swear like mad right now. Just finished the data comm paper...it was bad man....really bad. Think I won't be able to go to philipines anymore. Guess I have to come back to campus to take my supp paper. Sigh~ not exactly in the best of moods still. Couldn't sleep last night and didn't have any idea who to turn too, all my friends are having their exams and stuff so couldn't think of anyone to turn to so I dropped linda a msg. We talked for awhile but she had to go to bed so I was rolling in bed for awhile. Woke up this morning with the dread of going to school and was still pretty much farked in my mood. Sigh~ time has not been kind to me I guess. Well gotta go now the guys are waiting downstairs for me to study for tomorrows paper. Just hope I dun go jumping out the window tonight so I can take the paper tomorrow. Hm..cya all.

Damn...for the first time in so many yrs I actually conked out under stress...feeling more like crap now then anything else. At least it ain't so bad now...just got out of the shower...a warm bath somehow makes me feel better. As I came home many thoughts veered through my mind as the lines along the street ran past me..studies..my attachement..and the feeling that I won't be able to commit anymore. I mean...its unfair to any girl and anyone. I stopped my jerk ass days well over a yr already and I shouldn't return to that road not for any of my dumb reasons. Some tell me to seak for true emotions but its hard cos I feel its unfair to any girl to love someone who isn't able to love them back. Thats me..typical cynic now. The fuck with emotions lets just get this exam over and done with I still have so much shit in my life to do. I just hope I can get my calm poise and composure back by tomorrow.